So we had a Christmas adventure this year. Tim's little brother Anthony called me the day before Christmas Eve to ask me appendicitis questions. long story short he had his taken out later that night. The ironic part is he is living in our old house where 10 years ago I had mine out on Christmas Eve. So if we sell our house to someone other than him do we need to disclose that it causes appendicitis around Christmas? On Christmas Eve we packed up
EVERYTHING in the car including clothes for 2 days and other stuff needed for later that weekend not knowing where we would end up sleeping or what would happen. We were out of the house by 10AM prepaired to do whatever we needed to. Anthony does a driving paper route in Eden/Liberty area and if he misses not only does he not get paid but he has to pay them a fee in the hundreds of dollars.Our wonderful old neighbors let us hangout and bop back and forth between their house and Anthony's while Tim got all the directions he would need for delivering that night. I was just a nervous wreck all day thinking about that awful storm that was predicted for Christmas and not knowing how our Christmas would turn out. Tim tried to assure me all would be fine and he'd be home before morning, (all I could think of was no one ever thinks anything is going to happen to them) they were going to start delivering at 8PM. My wonderful Dad called Tim and told him he'd go along with him and Tim gladly said yes.
We grabbed Chinese food from our favorite place in Ogden and headed to Tim's parents house where he hung out with Alice Ann for the evening, she was originally going to come down to our house along with our new friends down here so at least half of our plan came about and we got our favorite Chinese!
At about 8 Tim left and let Tucker go with him, so I packed up the other kids and went to my mom's house, I didn't feel like spending Christmas Eve alone with 2 excited kids. We got the little ones settled (kind of) and started spreading out the loot. My sis who lives a few blocks away started coming in the house with bags and boxes of presents. I guess I must have had a weird look on my face cuz she thought I was upset but I just didn't know they were coming over, she said we weren't going to do Christmas at home with you guys here.
I called the guys at about 11 to check on them before going to bed, Tim's phone rang and rang and my Dad's went straight to voice mail, I thought that meant that they weren't getting reception in the canyon and went to sleep. At about midnight I woke up from the wind chimes upstairs from me and hit redial to Tim's phone, still no answer. Okay at this point I'm starting to get worried. Anthony says this route that they were doing takes him 2 hours and they've been gone for 4. I try to go back to sleep but I don't sleep well in different places the first night. I decided to grab my laptop out of the van and stream a show over netflix to keep my mind from all the horrible things I'm thinking of such as losing my husband, father and son all in one night and on Christmas Eve no less. As I'm watching the movie I keep trying them about every half hour. when my movie ends around 3 AM I'm
FREAKING OUT!!! I have to tell you that this year the true meaning of Christmas was born to me more than ever on that night! Not that I haven't always had it with me through the season but by Christmas Eve the mind turns to the gifts and whether the kids will be happy and yada yada yada. But this year I had a prayer in my heart literally ALL night long and I could have cared less about the tree upstairs strewn with gifts, the things the kids wanted or the WII our family was getting, none of that mattered anymore if my boys didn't come home safe. By this time I finally try my dad's phone again as I've just been redialling Tim's and he answers!!! I almost burst out crying just hearing his voice on the line and I think he realized it too. Tim's battery had died and my dad's had been on airplane mode so that's why they didn't know I'd been calling them. They were all safe and having breakfast at Denny's, they were starving! They felt awful that I'd been up worrying all night but had no idea to call and let me know. They had finished about half the route and then Anthony and his friend who were doing the other one came and helped them finish it. Between the bad snow and not knowing the area it was pretty hard to see where to deliver the papers.I almost forgot... the morning before we left our house our kids of course were a little put out. They didn't want to go and not have our party with our friends and they were sad at not knowing where we would end up sleeping at it was still unknown. I told them we were having a Christmas adventure and Abbey speaks up and says "a Christmas mystery" It was so cute!!!!
I am so grateful for the knowledge I have of the atonement and how much I felt it close to me this year. I honestly don't know how I would survive this life with out the knowledge that I have, life is hard! Even with the gospel it's hard and I just can't imagine not having it with me. Knowing where I came from and where I get to be someday with my family forever, I am truly grateful!!! I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas with your families!